It's raining

It's raining

And windy

And I wake up

Full of the

Pointless energy

Of change

Thinking of

The far away

Wishing I could

Do something

Anything

To take myself

Further from

Who I am

Right now

Wanting to

Run and jump

Melt in the

Nostalgia of crying

Into the ocean

Play with a dog

Spin and swoop

And I wonder

What you are doing

Right now

Making coffee

Tree pose

Feeling kind

Looking for clover

Turning and speaking

To someone

Asking a question

I feel pointless

And happy and sad

And you are

So very far away

And no closer

Than you were

Years ago

But you are still

You and that

Is all that matters

To me